Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you’re thinking but because you’re feeling

All this time I had been trying to figure out the secrets of theuniverse, the secrets of my own body, of my own heart. All of the answers had always been soclose and yet I had always fought them without even knowing it. From the minute I’d met Dante, Ihad fallen in love with him. I just didn’t let myself know it, think it, feel it. My father was right.And it was true what my mother said. We all fight our own private wars.

Everybody doesn't love in the same way.

Dad? Dad, no. No. I can't. I can't. Why are you saying these things?""Because I can't stand watching all that loneliness that lives inside you.

This was what was wrong with me. All this time I had been trying to find the secrets of the universe, the secrets of my own body, of my own heart. All of the answers had always been so close and yet I had always forgotten them without even knowing it

Try it again," I said. "Kiss me.""No," he said."Kiss me.""No," And then he smiled. "You kiss me."I placed my hand on the back of his neck. I pulled him toward me. And kissed him. I kissed him. And I kissed him. And I kissed him. And I kissed him. And he kept kissing me back.

I'm trying not to be ashamed...

I don't know. I don't know shit about love. And even though I'm gay, I don't know shit about being gay.

There are worst things in life than kissing boys.