It's so hard to have them see me this way, ... I have been honest with my daughter. She knows I have a drug problem. I told her I have a very bad habit that is very hard for me to quit. I try to explain it in a language a 5-year-old understands. My mom says my son wakes up at night, crying for me. Both of the kids are insecure. When I use meth, I will take off for days. Then when I come home to crash, they won't leave my side.

We're doing what we can with the resources we have. We're not in bad shape at all.

The states unevenly regulate it, so it's a better buy in New York by far than it is in Louisiana, where it's a terrible buy. But if you're 60 and in poor health, it's a good buy anywhere. If you're under 40, it's a bad buy.

It's a wait and see. If the stock gets really beaten up, gets down to $12, it's probably not a bad buy. But you have to understand that next year, will you start to see good revenue numbers out of them?.