I always felt like I was a freak when I was growing up and that there was something wrong with me because I couldn't fit in anywhere.

I wanted to be a nun. I saw nuns as superstars. When I was growing up I went to a Catholic school, and the nuns, to me, were these superhuman, beautiful, fantastic people.

I loved nuns when I was growing up. I thought they were beautiful. For several years I wanted to be a nun. I saw them as really pure, disciplined, above average people. They had these serene faces. Nuns are sexy.

Death was a big part of my life growing up. I went to lots of funerals.