for the love of my lifei am trying my best to have hopei’ll keep greeting each morningwith an i willwhen it feels like i can’ti willi willi willmeet a day that will melt mei will move and the sadness willfall off my shouldersto make room for joyi will be full of colori will touch the sky again

do not look for healingat the feet of thosewho broke you

the need to survivelit a fire in me

my body is so hot from wanting youi’m spilling by the time we take our clothes offi want the kind of love thattranscends meinto another realmi want you so deepwe enter the spirit worldgo from being gentle to roughi want eye contactspread my legs toopposite ends of the roomand look with your fingersi want my soul to be touchedby the tip of yoursi want to comeout of this roomdifferent people- can you do that

you look at me and cryeverything hurtsi hold you and whisperbut everything can heal

and here you are livingdespite it all

there is nothing wrong with youthis is growththis is transformationprotecting yourselfgetting lost in the noisefiguring it outfeeling useduncared forlosing hopeburning outthis is fearthis is processingthis is survivingthis is being alive- journey

the way we risefrom every sorrow in lifeis the most gorgeous thing i’ve seen

i will never havethis version of me againlet me slow downand be with her- always evolving