263 Quotes by Osamu Dazai

I should have died sooner. But there was one thing: Mama’s love. When I thought of that I couldn’t die. It’s true, as I have said, that just as man has the right to live as he chooses, he has the right to die when he pleases, and yet as long as my mother remained alive, I felt that the right to death would have to be left in abeyance, for to exercise it would have meant killing her too.

Am I what they call an egoist? Or am I the opposite, a man of excessively weak spirit? I really don’t know myself, but since I seem in either case to be a mass of vices, I drop steadily, inevitably, into unhappiness, and I have no specific plan to stave off my descent.

I have always found the female of the human species many times more difficult to understand than the male.

There’s nothing wrong in being a monster, is there? As long as we can stay alive?

When I looked up ‘rococo’ in the dictionary a while back it was defined as ‘an ornamental style emphasizing the florid and the gorgeous, but lacking substance’, and I couldn’t help but laugh. It was so perfect. How could anything beautiful have ‘substance’ anyway? Pure beauty is always without meaning or morality.

Unhappiness. There are all kinds of unhappy people in the world. I suppose it would be no exaggeration to say that the world is composed entirely of unhappy people. But those people can fight their unhappiness with society fairly and squarly, and society for its part easily understands and sympathizes with such struggles.

Or maybe it’s not about right and wrong at all but simply a humorous story suggesting that in our daily lives the people of this world abuse one another, punish one another, praise one another, and serve one another all on the basis of feelings – their likes and dislikes.

The incomprehensibility of society is the incomprehensibility of the individual. The ocean is not society; it is the individual.

If I were to experience failure upon failure day after day – nothing but total embarrassment – then perhaps I’d develop some semblance of dignity as a result. But no, I would somehow illogically twist even such failures, gloss over them smoothly, so that it would seem like they had a perfectly good theory behind them. And I would have no qualms about putting on a desperate show to do so.