79 Quotes by Paula Stokes
"I don’t make to-do lists, but if I did, today’s would have gone something like this: 1. get drunk, 2. get laid, 3. go surfing (not necessarily in that order.) Noticeably absent from the list: get arrested. And yet here I am, spending my eighteenth birthday with my back against the wall of the Colonel’s hunting cabin, two FBI agents prowling the dark with their guns drawn, both trying to get me to confess to the murder of my friend Preston DeWitt."
"I remember a time when all I wanted was a gun and to learn how to use it. I thought a gun would make me feel safe. I thought a gun would make me feel powerful. But right now I just feel . . . heavy. Like I live in this world of death and destruction and I’ll never escape alive."
"How do you make me smile when it seems like there’s nothing in the whole world to smile about?"
"When I woke up after my stroke, I felt like the life I’d always planned for was impossible, likeeverything I’d ever wanted was suddenly out of reach, and would be forever. But maybe I waswrong. Maybe everything is still there, and all I have to do is find my way back to it."
"What so many people don’t understand is that the reason some of us do things that seem impossibly hard to others is because we don’t have a choice."