you giver of light.you lover of love.you beautifulbeautifulhuman beingyou.

remember you are capable of the most powerful thing in the universe.you are capable of love.

we talk of plans that are going to happen.we talk of the future, as if we know we will last.there is a sort of comfort in that.

i am awake and aliveand swollen and heavywith love.

i am changingand i am loving change.

i took a night drive.i needed to get away.i needed to knowit's okay to goand have no destination,where time moves slowor doesn't exist.that life can be like this,aimless wandering,just breathing,living,driving forever underneath the stars.

i took it off.i did not want to carry it with me anymore.

you wanted it all to make senseand you wanted the most complicated answer,but the answer is simple.just be.

i know it all ends the same,but i was interested in seeinghow you would break my heart.