I remember that summer we walked up the hill, sat atop on the rocks with time to kill; we let sweet red wine set us aglow, then four drunken eyes watched the sunset showI felt the colors enter my veins: warm light-pink shining golden rays; if there was a hue for happiness, I'm sure I saw it with you then

you made it crystal clear; you don't want to be here. why are you still knocking on my door? the season has changed and I'm still trying to displace your presence; still trying to erase your essence. you left your belongings for me to discard. my sheets still smell like the walls of your heart.

I don't know how to care for you and care for me simultaneously. I don't know how to love you out loud without losing myself in the sound.

fire turns to flickering spark;I don't know if we'll last the dark;I tell you now to walk away;nobody can get me to stay

I think of you and think of love;when all I knew to do was run;though this is now and that was then;I know I'd do it all again

you came over every week to touch me;traced my body with your tongue till we saw sunrise; and we ate burgers in bed naked; watched The Bee Movie; talked philosophy; sipped red wine; played catch with an orange; I asked you to tell me all your secrets.

Now he's got me hooked and hanging on a fragile thread; How I overlooked the ending: he just wants me dead. I can't let go, he's got control; I'll never be so foolish again to fall in love in love with a fisherman.

And now when I delete your iMessages, they show up in an 'Archive'. They live on in 'The Cloud', floating somewhere up there in space.It is hard to move on with the knowledge that somewhere up there in space: we are alive amongst the satellites.

left brain - right brain: show me the way; don't know whether to go or stay. left brain - right brain: is this a test? my heart says touch him by my head knows best