Now I have been a resident of a small English city for four years and here even the strangers are familiar. I am settled and it is unsettling.

I don't know where 'home' is. I don't know which place I liked best. People ask me if I felt sad to leave those schools behind: those people behind.I have never known anything else.

I don't know how to care for you and care for me simultaneously. I don't know how to love you out loud without losing myself in the sound.

fire turns to flickering spark;I don't know if we'll last the dark;I tell you now to walk away;nobody can get me to stay

I think of you and think of love;when all I knew to do was run;though this is now and that was then;I know I'd do it all again

you came over every week to touch me;traced my body with your tongue till we saw sunrise; and we ate burgers in bed naked; watched The Bee Movie; talked philosophy; sipped red wine; played catch with an orange; I asked you to tell me all your secrets.

Now he's got me hooked and hanging on a fragile thread; How I overlooked the ending: he just wants me dead. I can't let go, he's got control; I'll never be so foolish again to fall in love in love with a fisherman.

And now when I delete your iMessages, they show up in an 'Archive'. They live on in 'The Cloud', floating somewhere up there in space.It is hard to move on with the knowledge that somewhere up there in space: we are alive amongst the satellites.

left brain - right brain: show me the way; don't know whether to go or stay. left brain - right brain: is this a test? my heart says touch him by my head knows best