All night I hear the voice of someone seeking me out. All night you abandon me slowly like the water that sobs slowly falling. All night I write luminous messages, messages of rain, all night someone checks for me and I check for someone.

when the day deranges usdisplacing our ennuiangel presented under the vaultsgather our grief

Each word is you begging to utter it. Each word is the long invitation to memory.

Because madness is a lie too. Like night. Like death.

Memory near oblivion. Far death

Return, while night clatters and mirrors open and everything tears inside because of your absence. Everything wants to get on with the wind, the sky. To register a terrible gesture, some way of being without you, an impossible.

night opens I enternight shutsI don't leave

love meit's your playI say

Return as ever. Your eyes are my only conveyance to death's other face.