This feels like a big deal.'This makes me laugh. 'It is a big deal. I'm describing how my heart beats.

It still irks me that I'll probably spend most of my life dividing the people I know into two groups: the people who support me without question and the ones who should.

And whenever I look over at him and he meets my eyes, I try to say, See? It could be like this. It could be like this every day.But then I see his own words pushed back to me, high and tight in his thoughts: It could. But I'd lose everything I know and everyone I have.