Change, the hardest job you will ever love. You have to be aware of yourself, cancel your show, and say “Is how I act and treat myself, and others, in my best interest?” I had to realize I was toxic, hard pill to swallow. If you believe you are perfect, you need change the most.

Stop and ask yourself "why" you would ever go back where you worked so hard to get away from. Is something missing within yourself still, loneliness, or just plain curiosity? When you look back at any toxic relationship and wonder "what if ", you have not fully healed yet. If you were healed , you wouldn't think twice, not even once, about going back to that chapter in your story.

Are you repeating the same cycle of toxic behaviors you grew up with or did the cycle stop with you? You can continue to blame others for the cards you were dealt or grab a fresh deck and deal yourself a better hand.

Healing from a toxic relationship, of any kind, is a choice everyday to not allow their words and actions to affect your own words and actions. This takes much patience on your part to rise above all of this clutter and noise. It is so much easier to react and so much harder not to. Toxic people crave your reaction, let them starve. It will certainly pay off in the end, with your sanity checked back in. Be patient with yourself.

Toxic people refuse to deal with their demons , so they will do everything they can to pull them out of you.

This is your life, you have the right to choose who stays in it and who doesn’t. You may hurt someone’s feelings along the way ,but you have to protect your soul at all costs , you only get one .

Staying in a toxic relationship is like quicksand to your soul. Grab a hold of yourself and climb out.