My darkest moments were those in which his presence was blurred.

Thank you to that entity, who gifted me, this, for you can now rest, ensured that I, will work to see this mission through.

Could it be that this will be my greatest downfall?

Nobody else will ever truly understand for they cannot as they haven’t been chosen for this.

I don’t why, how or who called upon me, but this has come to me and therefore, I must see through this arduous journey.

Trying not to lose myself within this mission was and is and always will be the most difficult of balances.

If my ultimate sin is him then I will spend an eternity in hell.

Understanding me, this, him isn’t possible without first understanding that which created me, this and him and for that, you will need an eternity of knowledge.

He will come to those who believe they need him least.