Was I on something? Yes, love. The strongest drug there is.

Love is the best drug, bar none.

I finally gave in today. Admitting that I haven't been able to do it alone, that's defeat right? But do a couple pills change why I'm here? Will my spirit be altered? Do my passions change? Will I lose hope either way? My madness is what makes me. It’s my most unique beauty.

If love is a form of substance abuse, I hope to die high.