I'm nervous, anxious. It's been two years since I've been the guy I was. Until I do what I did before, there's a lot of questions.

I've had teammates I didn't get along with, who hasn't? I've never had a teammate call me a bad guy, while he was my teammate, and if he did when I was gone what kind of teammate was he anyway?

I'm a very routine-oriented guy.

You don't get better losing a guy like Theo,