Life is not about, fun at age 1-10,14, then time to start smoking, taking drugs and abuse alcohol which is at age 14-20-21... then serious relationship..., serious work... and then getting where most mediocre people end up.

You are just not serious - END OF DISCUSSION

Don't live so serious… if so you already wasted your time by thinking about how to take your life serious or not?

Tell me on why to be serious?After all, nobody is serious GreenHollyWood, get it?

Is it the problem in my conclusion or is it in you... it's difficult to say I can say for sure Dean Koontz audiobooks I have them on few clicks away... but I can't say anything about your character... it's very soft... lazy and not serious.... you want a lit of with process 0%.