The answer of understanding more books... is reading more. That's the answer or read more creepypasta or listen to creepypasta.

Horror it has it's own strange stuff... brutal stuff and it's difficult understanding!?

Who gives fuck... does one die or one win... both in the end are in the graveyard... as for now I will focus on if you don't understand me probably is for good.

The world is build on miss understanding and miss concept.