My hair was blowing in the wind and I thought it was because I was flowing, but instead I was going.

I gave him my heart without thinking how it would feel if he returned it.

The fact that neither of us made sense was the beauty of it.

Treasure your time,don’t test it.

Losing someone doesn’t scare me. Death doesn’t scare me. What scares me is the inability to no longer feel the touch of the one you love.

He was my entire world. He still is. My best friend, lover, partner in crime and my other soul. But he didn’t agree. A person isn’t supposed to be your entire world, he said. But he’s wrong. When you love yourself, you love others. When you find yourself, you find others. When you create your world and it’s thriving, you create others. And I built an entire world for him. For us. As he once built for me.

We grow apart because we grow in different stages and not all of our stages align.

We looked at each other, smiled and agreed that maybe I’m too intense. Then we ate our food and I just smirked because I knew it was true.

My months are spent preparing for the fall.