It was the exact oppositefor me. At first all Iwanted was sex with her,but soon I wanted more.More sex, yes, in unusualplaces, and all different kinds.But that wasn’t all. I wantedher to fill the empty spacesleft by a father who neveronce praised me, ‘friends’ whoused me, an ice princess momwho raised me with glass kisses.

Fireworks. Snowflakes. Sunstroke and frostbite. It was all that I could ask for and completely unexpected. I expected demands. He gifted me with tenderness. I expected ego. He let me experiment. I expected disrespect. He called me beautiful. I expected him to expect perfection. He taught me all I needed to know.

When You Weren't Looking...why....Can't you...care...more...about...me.

Might as Well Laugh...remember...when...Life...made...sense

Possibilities...in the closet...itching...to break out...but afraid of...the fallout

Have to Find...life...is...a—...gamble...after ...all.

I'll Stay...leave...me....I'll...follow...you.

Faces...I...don't...know...the real...me

Once...Why...lie?...when...truth is...the easier path