Time they say is a great healer, but in this case, I am not sure that is true.

The feeling of abandonment overwhelmed me as I realised that no one had waited, or cared where I was.

I woke, alone.

Abelard to Heloise – Banish me, therefore, for ever from your heart – it is the best advice I can give, for the remembrance of a person we have loved guiltily can not be hurtful, whatever advances we may have made in the way of virtue.