God is the reason I’m surviving, but he’s sure used you in my life wonderfully. I love you.

One day I realized, without God, nothing matters. So, I asked Him into my heart.

I do hope that when the day comes, whether in 1, 10, or 100 years, I don’t want you to think of me and feel sad.

I'm not sure if it was entirely sadness that caused the tears, but there was so much love. And that's all that mattered. Despite the fear, despite the sadness, despite the pain, there was love.