Trust is the angels smiling when I'm crying because they see the other side of the world I haven't come around to yet.

What is it I am afraid of letting go, my secret self less but self absorbed habits? Or maybe the question is - What am I afraid of learning - to become a more enlightened human being?

My whole life I've had to push through my own death threats. I'm a woman with fluctuating hormones and emotions. Period.

Everyone has some kind of mantra he or she lives by. Mine just happens to be that I see this life as a game, or as some would say, 'the game of life.