Tell me my copy is missing the last twenty pages or something.Hazel Grace, tell me I have not reached the end of this book.OH MY GOD DO THEY GET MARRIED OR NOT OH MY GOD WHAT IS THIS?!

Omnia Cellula e Cellula

All efforts to save me from you will fail, he said

People always get used to beauty, though. I haven’t gotten used to you just yet

I even tried to tell myself to live my best life today.

So afterward, while I was getting eviscerated by chemo, for some reason I decided to feel really hopeful. Not about survival but I felt like Anna does in the book, that feeling of excitement and gratitude about just being able to marvel at it all.