I'm fighting some incredible ambition, but I need to be smart. If I had until February to make this decision, then it would be a no-brainer. I'd know exactly where I stood at that point. But right now, this is the best decision.

If I had until late February to make this decision, then it would be a no-brainer. I'd know exactly where I stood at that point. But right now, this is the best decision.

I felt like it was my best stuff of the year. You're like, 'How in the world did I give up three runs?

I just really believe, in my heart, what we're doing gives us the best chance to win, ... If we had won while I was in the closing role, I would have said 'Fine. I was wrong.'

I didn't do what I wanted to do. When you have never faced a guy before you try to make what you think is your best pitch. I just hung it a little.