He says nothing yet How do I understand everything Why does my soul vent out the anger At someone my heart adores Why do his words go straight To my heart and Deep into the soul Why does the time fail In telling the truth

I care too much about the things I should notI've given too much of my time To peopleWho don't deserve itI deeply loved those Who left me one day

She is truly a miracle of god Wherever she is Wonders happen And in her presenceThings are not in my control either

The moon shining high Listening to their story Without a sigh They scaled the peaks Imprinting their names In time and space In their love The rainbow curved in delight

I love you dadMore than you'll ever knowI know you'll be in heaven as a shining star No matter how faraway you goYou are never too far

We spent the dark nights together But now Even in the lightMy heart and heartbeats are disconnected How can I express my sorrowThat is invisible to her eyes

You were the walking streak of thunder In my world You were like a songduring the cool breeze And now In the wilderness without you How will I find my way

She is so soft with the scarsBut it's time for her to bloomTo growTo stay in the lightThough she is homesick for someoneWho is so far away

I look back frequently I'm learning from the past I try to distract from the pain I lose myself at timesChaos is still beautiful for me and I understood I'm stronger braver and more resilient Then I once believed