On the one hand, the idea of marriage and the sort of traditional family life repulses me. But on the other hand, I long for it, you know what I mean? I'm constantly in conflict with things. And it is because of my past and my upbringing and the journey that I've been on.

That's what I mean about Catholicism - your sexual life is supposed to be dead if you're a good Catholic. That's wrong. It's human nature to be sexual, so why would God want you to deny your human nature?

Many people see Eva Peron as either a saint or the incarnation of Satan. That means I definitely can identify with her.

Just because I'm presented life in a certain way doesn't mean I do all these things. It's just something I choose to express.