I stayed there on the floor like that for a long, long time.Eating and crying.Crying and eating.

Entendía que mi vida no tenía sentido, y ese conocimiento me liberaba de tener que lograr cualquier cosa.

Sería imposible describir el peso de toda esa culpa.

The feeling it gave me was an odd combination of weightless self-pity and excitement. I understood my life was meaningless, and this knowledge freed me up to accomplish absolutely anything.