like the universe is too bigto be seen all at once

Give over your worriesbut where?

This strange seeking is not without reason

and you go in the dark recesses of my mindand you go and you go and you go and you goand you go and you go and you go and you go

and you wantmore than anybody.

What is most unfairis that the Earth is still okaywith me being hereI think, and evenencourages it.

Hello oceanyou have asked menot to die, but I swimin neon poolsthat are happyto kill me.

Another place wants me dead

Don't you seeAngels have tried to help meAnd I smiled for themFeeling genuinely good and kindThen after a while I got tiredOf being on good behaviorThey never asked for perfectionBut I felt I needed to performAnd the smile stayed no matter what I did