It felt like I always wanted him, even before I knew him. He was the dream I couldn't explain in words but always knew it existed deep down within me. It was only when I found that dream breathing in a person that I realized that he was what I was looking for all this while.

I can spend a lifetime like this, just sitting here with you like this.

You're my soulmate. You feel familiar, like someone I have known since before. You are at the back of my mind always.

He made you dependent on him so that your happiness depended on his and his depended on whether or not you agreed to what he said.

I think you're confused most of the times. You just go with the flow till all your choices disappear and you're left with just one path to follow. You postpone decision making. Maybe because most of the times you're scared of facing your thoughts or the reality.

You held my hand and took me to places magical,I kept your words like sacred verses, wrapped up in red ribbons, at the back of my mind.You made me rise like a phoenix from the ashes, my existence became mythical,When your lips touched mine, I experienced sheer bliss that I could never find.

The hope of uniting with you kept me alive and yet killed me,Wrapped up in possibilities I had no control over, it ate me.If anything could've stopped you, I would've raised wars for you,My love couldn't make miracles but I've got these scars for you.

He would treat me like a child, which was not a bad thing exactly, but came with shades of grey since being a child also came with the inability to make one's own decisions, being dependent on someone else and being directed by an 'elder' about the right course of action.

He would hurt me and make the hurt my fault. So no matter who got hurt, I was to be blamed, always.