You wanted to show everyone you could write about the black heart of a killer. And all the while pretending you don't even have your own dark desires.

Does this world feel like hell to you? Of course it does, because it is.

I get it. I haven't seen much of the real world yet. But let's say I do get out there... and it turns out that it's not even worth seeing? Or even worse.. what if it's so ugly and cruel that I can barely stand to look? What if I only meet idiots and the depraved? What's that going to teach me? What can I learn from that?

Those who are not free to live as they choose are second class citizens. The weak will lose everything to the strong, even their lives.