Fool, there is no sense in trying to play that game with the past. Here is where we are today, and we can only make our moves from here.

I was dying. And I had never been enough for anything.

Regrets are useless, " the Fool replied. "All you can do is start from where you are.

...I've returned and I look around me and think, I've missed my life. While I was off and alone, it went on here, without me, and I'm forever doomed to be a stranger in my own home.

Despite my pain, I felt not the regret of an ending, but the foreboding of a beginning.