My life was bigger than any one person.

But maybe no one knew that much. Maybe everyone was making it up as they went along, the same as me.

I was really good at sitting around and debating things in my head.

If I wanted to have an interesting life - which I did - then there was no point sitting around debating everything in my head on a constant loop. If I wanted my life to change, then Had to do something. Or at least try.

I didn't ever want this to end.