At this point, let's just say I haven't opened it. I tried to shut the door a few times the last couple of years, but it just didn't work out.

I ponder to myself, this could be my last couple of starts or your last one. I'm trying to get everybody in here that wants to be a part of this and really share it with everyone. I never want to look back.

You remember the first one though. I ponder to myself that this could be my last couple of starts or the last one.

It's a legendary name, a guy that I've met on several occasions at a couple of golf tournaments,

He's (George Steinbrenner) the one who gave me a chance to get to the World Series. This is where I wanted to be all along. We had a couple of nice offers from other teams, but I tied my agents' hands. I told them I wanted to be a Yankee.

I'm not even going to mention that word. I've been trying to do that for a couple of years now and it's not working.