I swallowed my heartbreak like a bitter pill

Of my many misdemeanors, standing tall like a radio tower and airing love songs has been the worst.

This longing is my curseand your burdento carry till the endOne has to pay a pricefor breaking somethingand staying broken

Read me like your favourite book, word for word. Sing me like your favourite song, beat for beat. Take a walk with me in your dreams, hand in hand. Chant me like a prayer, bead for bead. Hold me in your arms like I am magic, dark, cursed yet loveable. Love me the way no one has ever been loved before.

You my love became a burden to carry, like chewed gum hardened by saliva in my thirsty mouth and with no bins in sight. You are now stuck under the barstool that cradles me at a hundred year old bar for the heartbroken. I drink the night away but no one really knows now that I once loved you.

Heartbreak made me an actorand a bloody good one.

This is the love but it's impossiblein this life time or maybe more

This wasn’t better eitherI was happy once when I was hereThere was peace and youth,love for myself and cheerNo man to craveand no misery,no insomnia and reverieDisappointed in me, I contemplateI don't even remember the girl,who I now totally hate

We rested our tired spines on your terrace waiting for stars to show up and fix our broken constellations, for the moon to be whole, for a meteor shower, for the northern lightsI stayed up staring at the sky every nightbefore falling asleep, before sunriseand you were gone before my eyes were hit by dawnYou were so wrong so, so wrong for meI know that deeplyBut poetically,if you know what I mean Poetically, so right