Those demons crawled again under my blanket and they joined me in bed,They sang me a song of sorrows, wars, and all those flashbacks that fuck up the peace of my head.But that night ; I was deaf,So damn numb that none of them could affect me,None of them could bring me any kind of nightmares nor regrets.I had nothing to lose,had nothing to defend .So we hugged and traveled together through a world we only both enjoyed ; a world of nothingness and creepy emptiness …

As disappointed as an empty diaryForgotten LonelyAnd this whole damn world has nothing new to tell me …

But darling, I wish that I could tell you all about it. tell you about the battles that I’ve fought alone, the darkness that has swallowed all of me, the moments I had to pretend that I was strong and unbreakable while my heart was aching inside, and I wish I could tell you how many times I’ve been left so empty because I was such a fool to pour all of my heart into another human. Would you stay here with me and listen without having to leave..?

I hate what I’ve become “ the only words she chose to say in order to break our silence.But her words kept echoing through the empty place, scratching my heart while reminding me that I am just like her “I hate what I’ve become too