Those demons crawled again under my blanket and they joined me in bed,They sang me a song of sorrows, wars, and all those flashbacks that fuck up the peace of my head.But that night ; I was deaf,So damn numb that none of them could affect me,None of them could bring me any kind of nightmares nor regrets.I had nothing to lose,had nothing to defend .So we hugged and traveled together through a world we only both enjoyed ; a world of nothingness and creepy emptiness …

Here I am once again Holding my pen while it’s going all dry With no stories there to write Nor remarkable dates for me to scratch And it scares the hell out of me the way my soul became so numb That all my papers turn into blanks …

That night I passed by some old places.Everything looked the same way I left it,The same way I always loved and went crazy for.But that moment nothing felt the same; The light has gone and the sparks has dimmed in my eyes.It seems like those places has forever been colorless , but the colors were always there; deep in my eyes …

He lost his mind trying to understand hers.He set his heart on fire so that his love could warm the coldness of her heart.But coldness and numbness were just walls that she hid behind. And it’s kind of strange how the woman who holds the love of the world in her heart, she is the scariest to love….