This time my dear I’ll let my demons take the lead ,I wanna welcome the sadness , the confusion, and the darkness with arms so wide open.I’ll finally face the person I have forever been trying to run away from.This time my dear;The greatest battle I have to win is the one I have within..

Somewhere along the way I got tired Tired of them Tired of me And tired of everything I have to carry on my shoulders.Maybe it’s all I need right now A place where I know no one And no one knows my name Somewhere so far away from Their old faces,All of their empty souls And dusty places ; Where I can reinvent myself all over again They I’ve always wanted and loved to be ..

Those demons crawled again under my blanket and they joined me in bed,They sang me a song of sorrows, wars, and all those flashbacks that fuck up the peace of my head.But that night ; I was deaf,So damn numb that none of them could affect me,None of them could bring me any kind of nightmares nor regrets.I had nothing to lose,had nothing to defend .So we hugged and traveled together through a world we only both enjoyed ; a world of nothingness and creepy emptiness …

I have never been scared of the darkness, not even a little bit. In the dark you hear nothing but the truth, you see nothing but real faces and naked souls.On the contrary I’ve always been afraid of the light, where people talk about everything but never say a thing and wear a fake skin; because they do know that there is an eyes watching or judging them here or there …

But there is no light at the end of the tunnel to see.I think there is no hope left for me.I wonder how many miles I have to walk through.And if there is a miracle coming to hit me somewhere out of the blue …

Wounds may heal Bad memories may fade awayAnd some names may be forgotten But the way you make people feel about themselves lasts forever"And forever more …

I’ve burned the bridges and built many walls instead …

We never regret the love we give,We regret giving it to the wrong people …

She was sitting there in silence when I interrupted her glooming halo but she couldn’t feel my existence though.She didn’t cry, she didn’t scream, she didn’t even blame one single person for the shit they put her through.“I didn’t deserve this ...’ she said while chocking her trembling voice. And I stood there wondering how such few words could be full of so much darkness, disappointment, and brokenness that they ached me to the core...