Those demons crawled again under my blanket and they joined me in bed,They sang me a song of sorrows, wars, and all those flashbacks that fuck up the peace of my head.But that night ; I was deaf,So damn numb that none of them could affect me,None of them could bring me any kind of nightmares nor regrets.I had nothing to lose,had nothing to defend .So we hugged and traveled together through a world we only both enjoyed ; a world of nothingness and creepy emptiness …

It’s my safest of all places and my little paradise. Never has been an actual world; it’s the one I mad up in my mind …

Drowning in silence; for in silence I shall never be disappointed …

Deep down in my heart I knowHow much it’s hard for me to belongEither to someone Or to somewhere.Because it has always been there in my heart; the desire to make a world of my own out of everyone I meet or everyplace I go.And maybe that’s why it has never worked out for me to belong To any place or to any other person in the whole world But myself …

This world has never failed to disappoint And it has its way to teach me that the best thing you may do is running back to yourself Make a therapy out of your favorite things;Read for your favorite authors,Listen to music,Write love notes to yourself,And enjoy solitude between the walls of your room.The world is so cold outside, so learn to enjoy the warmth of those details you have always had but never learned to appreciate …

She has always been fascinated with silence.For in silence she could sit and breathe nothing but the truth.She senses all the unexpressed feelings, the unsaid words, and the rotten untold stories in her chest.For in silence she embraces her solitude, she puts her pieces back together and creates a world of her own where she’ll always choose to live in and simply enjoy …