It’s a reminder for anyone who needs it including myself;There ain’t anything wrong about falling apart, Just take it as a beautiful chance for you; to rebuild yourself all over again and to recreate a new version of you who doesn’t know what it means to give up on the person you’re becoming …

Those demons crawled again under my blanket and they joined me in bed,They sang me a song of sorrows, wars, and all those flashbacks that fuck up the peace of my head.But that night ; I was deaf,So damn numb that none of them could affect me,None of them could bring me any kind of nightmares nor regrets.I had nothing to lose,had nothing to defend .So we hugged and traveled together through a world we only both enjoyed ; a world of nothingness and creepy emptiness …

Deep down in my heart I knowHow much it’s hard for me to belongEither to someone Or to somewhere.Because it has always been there in my heart; the desire to make a world of my own out of everyone I meet or everyplace I go.And maybe that’s why it has never worked out for me to belong To any place or to any other person in the whole world But myself …

This world has never failed to disappoint And it has its way to teach me that the best thing you may do is running back to yourself Make a therapy out of your favorite things;Read for your favorite authors,Listen to music,Write love notes to yourself,And enjoy solitude between the walls of your room.The world is so cold outside, so learn to enjoy the warmth of those details you have always had but never learned to appreciate …

I’ll let them talk I’ll let them hate I owe no one an explanation nor an apology As long as they don’t see the world through my eyes or walk a single mile in my shoes,I’ll always be the only one who knows the truth,The only one who really understands.So all of their judgments and opinions will forever be irrelevant , never mattered and never had anything to do with who really I am …

Darling; I know those days were hard on you,I know that you’ve been through a lot of shit I know that you had those moments where you felt like giving up and not being able to even stand on your feet.But you are a badass; you will lift yourself above it all And soon my dear you will be able to fly …

The battles I’ve conquered,The scars I’ve struggled to hideThe faces of all those have done me wrong,The breakdowns I overcame with grace and pride;They’ve been maps; colorful maps drawnFrom skin to bones.As a gentle reminder of all the roads not taken And all those miles I’ve walked alone. A blissful paths to the woman I always aimed to be;A woman with a peaceful mind and a gentle soul…

This morningI heard the sun begging,And the birds sadly calling my name,This morning I felt a breeze of love knocking On the other side of a dusty window That I barely remember the last time I left open,This morning I let love and peace find their way back home againThis morning I kissed my Nights goodbye and welcome each loss as a leap of hopeAnd a lesson I’ve gratefully learned …

A friend that never leaves.A lover who won’t ever disappoint. A loud laugh that echoes through weeps.And a silver lining that finds its way through the dark.Dear self, I’ll be all those things you’ve helplessly and tirelessly looked for But sadly never found.Dear self,Whenever you lose hope and get knocked out By this cruel and mean world;I am here to assure you that all the beauty, strength, love and sparks are there deep within Within your loving soul …