A friend that never leaves.A lover who won’t ever disappoint. A loud laugh that echoes through weeps.And a silver lining that finds its way through the dark.Dear self, I’ll be all those things you’ve helplessly and tirelessly looked for But sadly never found.Dear self,Whenever you lose hope and get knocked out By this cruel and mean world;I am here to assure you that all the beauty, strength, love and sparks are there deep within Within your loving soul …

I hope you meet someone who will hold your heart no matter how sad and bruised , just like the sky has forever held its stars ; bravely and unconditionally …

You don’t know how much is tiring to stay here Since chaos is all I knowMess is all I see And noise is all I hear...I wish I could escape this hell to a place Where l know no one and no one knows my name; Flying as if I’ve never been tamed beforeLaughing is if I’ve never cried before And dancing as if there is no other eye around to look at me …

I exhaust my body throughout the day, And I don’t get enough sleep at night.I swallow the words I have to say,And let my thoughts fuck up my peace of mind.In a matter of fact; I’ve been the one who tired me the most and I do owe myself many apologies …

I think that we’ve just lost it and it doesn’t feel like home anymore…

I may close both eyes and yet I can see so clear, since heart does it all for me, and it’s my choice, it has always been my choice to pass things by. Acting so dumb and blind because either those things have never mattered or the people who’ve done them are not worth it anymore…

He lost his mind trying to understand hers.He set his heart on fire so that his love could warm the coldness of her heart.But coldness and numbness were just walls that she hid behind. And it’s kind of strange how the woman who holds the love of the world in her heart, she is the scariest to love….

I have been wasting my whole life guiding other people home , to the extent that I’ve lost my own path , and I’ve taken many wrong roads to places that I’ll never belong to …

Put my happy song on playWhile I am here dancing in the achesOf all those bridges I’ve courageously once burnedWith no hesitation in my brainsNorRegrets in my heart …