I know I'll hold this loss in my heart forever. I know I'll hold, I'll hold. I know.

Unnerved, the nerve, you're nervous, nervous that I'm right.

I want to draw you a floorplan of my head and heart. I want to give directions, helpful hints. What you'll be looking for.

On the drive back here I was worrying over nothing. On the drive back there tears spilling over something.