Live your life. Don’t subscribe to other people’s ideals because this is what happens. One way or another, it will crush you.

I never thought I would choose a place like this. That I would even consider giving up my existence, to lie in a bed of lies. I never expected a lot of things to happen in my life. I try not to think about anything at all. Especially not how I become this; a man without hope. A man without dreams.

My name is Alex Johansson, and I am a man who chose this. I chose to give up my body. To become lost in a dream. To never wake up again. Except that I did.

How long does it take for two armies to destroy each other when one has an abundance of bodies and the other an abundance of bullets?