Conviction and clarity are opposite. When your soul is fully asleep, you've full conviction of mind. When your soul is fully awakened, you've full clarity of mind. In-between you've dilemma.

Don't run away from a dilemma. Be with it; Inner clarity shall arise.

Clarity is always in the present moment. If in this moment you have decided on something and accepted its consequences, you have clarity. Not deciding is also a decision. If in this moment, you choose to remain indecisive and accept its consequences, you have clarity.

Yes, it's frustrating to not being able to reach a conclusion. But it's devastating to reach a wrong conclusion. Have patience.