[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"$fUrlxTtiOFyb5ACx5HVOtOyFub075_S49WRv8PYQGVxI":3,"$f0TSfNquFkJU-5JZBRscLoLrWTEXgkwWOgxxjhLLdbzo":12},{"author":4,"tags":11},{"author_id":5,"author_name":6,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"bio":9,"short_bio":9,"slug":10,"image_url":9},24481,"A.M. Jenkins","A",11,null,"am-jenkins",[],{"quotes":13,"pagination":118},[14,22,28,34,40,46,52,74,90,102],{"id":15,"quote_text":16,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":19,"source":20,"quote_tag":21,"commentary":9},2820610,"Then he smiled – a lovely sunbeam of a grin.",6,false,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":23,"quote_text":24,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":25,"source":26,"quote_tag":27,"commentary":9},2820599,"It seemed that the pleasure of cursing wasn’t about volume, but about vehemence.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":29,"quote_text":30,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":31,"source":32,"quote_tag":33,"commentary":9},2820595,"I see what’s going on,” I said. “You’re confusing beauty with this society’s current idea of perfection of visual form.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":35,"quote_text":36,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":37,"source":38,"quote_tag":39,"commentary":9},2820587,"That was the Jason most people never noticed. The one who made an effort to spare someone else’s feelings. He was being kind to my darling. I cast an affectionate glance at his back.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":41,"quote_text":42,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":43,"source":44,"quote_tag":45,"commentary":9},2820584,"An eternity of wishing to speak directly to my Creator – I thought in despair – and this is how He finally contacts me? Through AOL Instant Messenger?",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":47,"quote_text":48,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":49,"source":50,"quote_tag":51,"commentary":9},2820569,"First lesson learned: Knowing doesn’t hold a candle to doing.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":53,"quote_text":54,"author_id":5,"source_id":55,"has_image":18,"author":56,"source":57,"quote_tag":58,"commentary":9},2813990,"It’s the glitches and twists, I thought, that make this universe unique and compelling. Without flaws, there would be no depth, no substance.",5,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[59,64,69],{"id":60,"tag":61},5790304,{"id":62,"tag_name":63},4294,"unique",{"id":65,"tag":66},5790311,{"id":67,"tag_name":68},6173,"substance",{"id":70,"tag":71},5790321,{"id":72,"tag_name":73},40279,"twists",{"id":75,"quote_text":76,"author_id":5,"source_id":55,"has_image":18,"author":77,"source":78,"quote_tag":79,"commentary":9},2813974,"First lesson learned: Knowing doesn't hold a candle to doing.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[80,85],{"id":81,"tag":82},5790288,{"id":83,"tag_name":84},1768,"lessons",{"id":86,"tag":87},5790264,{"id":88,"tag_name":89},2789,"knowing",{"id":91,"quote_text":92,"author_id":5,"source_id":93,"has_image":18,"author":94,"source":95,"quote_tag":96,"commentary":9},776538,"the door to his room is open.his face amooth in sleep.Lips relaxed,boys lips, i remember can be so rough, so tender, so sweet.So full of lies.",2,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[97],{"id":98,"tag":99},3651338,{"id":100,"tag_name":101},37003,"ghost-story",{"id":103,"quote_text":104,"author_id":5,"source_id":93,"has_image":18,"author":105,"source":106,"quote_tag":107,"commentary":9},516371,"the cocoon like water, the labored trance and rhythmic breath of lap swimming had done their work, had unwound the restless feeling into nothingness.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[108,113],{"id":109,"tag":110},2856301,{"id":111,"tag_name":112},2439,"swimming",{"id":114,"tag":115},2856302,{"id":116,"tag_name":117},2614,"water",{"currentPage":119,"totalPages":93,"totalItems":8,"itemsPerPage":120},1,10]