[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"$fokDSRVFlrcRvG8p1C8dPrzcSLj0IUWScj5o8ChelUiA":3,"$fRHzDQ3Dp6zMbXz9khTtEpnK-Sh96KsUMRhbvxZxlwDA":12},{"author":4,"tags":11},{"author_id":5,"author_name":6,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"bio":9,"short_bio":9,"slug":10,"image_url":9},74185,"Ben Palpant","B",2,null,"ben-palpant",[],{"quotes":13,"pagination":47},[14,26],{"id":15,"quote_text":16,"author_id":5,"source_id":8,"has_image":17,"author":18,"source":19,"quote_tag":20,"commentary":9},737568,"I am part of his story. I am the epiphany of God. I am a character whose life events have a purpose for me and for the story. Every even has a purpose in the author's larger design, even the bark of a dog, the death of a baby bird, or a small black coffin for a stillborn child. He knows the falling of a sparrow and he knew the collapse of a mind. God does not look at our suffering from afar. It is an intimate event to him. He is the author of every detail, speaking the suffering as it occurs.",false,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[21],{"id":22,"tag":23},3558611,{"id":24,"tag_name":25},20533,"christianity-faith",{"id":27,"quote_text":28,"author_id":5,"source_id":8,"has_image":17,"author":29,"source":30,"quote_tag":31,"commentary":9},515874,"Anticipating death and calling it gain, Christians are evangelists of the grotesque. The very hope of the Gospel rests directly upon our ability to imagine a world in which suffering serves as the soil from which resurrection springs.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[32,37,42],{"id":33,"tag":34},2854403,{"id":35,"tag_name":36},119,"death",{"id":38,"tag":39},2854402,{"id":40,"tag_name":41},1085,"christianity",{"id":43,"tag":44},2854404,{"id":45,"tag_name":46},2143,"suffering",{"currentPage":48,"totalPages":48,"totalItems":8,"itemsPerPage":49},1,10]