[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"$f4hT-7pbGt_9tegdwrmW6majsdjmeu26jS0klZZSzP3o":3,"$ft45Moc7sc7QFZkH8JAqpBiXniQt-1xqoenONmSGwrl0":12},{"author":4,"tags":11},{"author_id":5,"author_name":6,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"bio":9,"short_bio":9,"slug":10,"image_url":9},2236,"Courtney Summers","C",254,null,"courtney-summers",[],{"quotes":13,"pagination":77},[14,22,28,34,40,47,53,59,65,71],{"id":15,"quote_text":16,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":19,"source":20,"quote_tag":21,"commentary":9},2947484,"You don’t get to do this when you’re a girl, so when the opportunity for violence finally presents itself, I want all of it at once.",6,false,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":23,"quote_text":24,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":25,"source":26,"quote_tag":27,"commentary":9},2947483,"Because you made it here on a lot less” he says and he has no idea how on the mark he is.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":29,"quote_text":30,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":31,"source":32,"quote_tag":33,"commentary":9},2947482,"The infected give chase and I won’t look back, can’t. Hearing them is enough, a cacophony of breathless shrieking that all means one thing: mine, mine, mine.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":35,"quote_text":36,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":37,"source":38,"quote_tag":39,"commentary":9},2947481,"And there was so much time in the school, time to weigh words, turn them into things like I’m here because they’re not, so I have to make it mean something. 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During this time, Summers was navigating her own experiences with emotional depth and character development.\n\n**The Hidden Insight**\n\nOn the surface, the quote appears to describe a romantic relationship where one partner is hesitant to part ways with the other. However, upon closer inspection, it reveals a subtle yet profound truth about human attachment: people often enjoy and savor the process of letting go as much as the act itself. This paradox highlights how our emotional connections can be bittersweet, leaving us invested in maintaining them even when they're no longer beneficial.\n\n**How to Use This**\n\nWhen facing a difficult decision that involves separating from someone or something, try not to overlook the value in acknowledging and honoring the attachment you've formed. 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They must not be, or if they are, maybe we all don’t know how to use them. Because otherwise so many of our stories would have ended differently.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":72,"quote_text":73,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":74,"source":75,"quote_tag":76,"commentary":9},2947475,"People aren’t supposed to be able to fathom eternity. It’s an amount of time beyond all human comprehension. But ever since everything ended, I think I’m getting closer to understanding it. These little tastes of it in the way hell stretches around us, making pain endless and moments like this one rare and fleeting. Making moments like this one everything.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"currentPage":78,"totalPages":79,"totalItems":8,"itemsPerPage":80},1,26,10]