[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"$fC0PIhGPacJlHffS7zIL07ja8Kv_uukQ3xeFRAq-sEeU":3,"$fpd_qgHsroQevg-bLj2T6IfshDoprHvOyFLfKjqrYIjU":16},{"author":4,"tags":11},{"author_id":5,"author_name":6,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"bio":9,"short_bio":9,"slug":10,"image_url":9},67143,"Cristina Isabel","C",9,null,"cristina-isabel",[12],{"tag_id":13,"tag_name":14,"tag_count":15},18850,"mental-health-awareness",5,{"quotes":17,"pagination":117},[18,29,38,47,56,65,81,93,105],{"id":19,"quote_text":20,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":23,"source":24,"quote_tag":25,"commentary":9},732600,"I've neversmiled so hardin my life,until the dayI foundmyself again.I'mat peace.ThepeaceIneverknewIalreadyhad.It tooka lot of strength.StrengthI underestimatedhaving.",2,false,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[26],{"id":27,"tag":28},3545907,{"id":13,"tag_name":14},{"id":30,"quote_text":31,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":32,"source":33,"quote_tag":34,"commentary":9},732599,"It's easier now.There's a sense of relief.And while I still suffer from my demons,I am not overcome by them.I am not chained by them.I just know how to deal with them.And that is the greatest satisfaction.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[35],{"id":36,"tag":37},3545905,{"id":13,"tag_name":14},{"id":39,"quote_text":40,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":41,"source":42,"quote_tag":43,"commentary":9},732598,"What if I can't get out?I want to.I'm just so tiredof being picked apartand scattered likeashes.I see nowthat mydemonsarescavengers.But the darknessis an oldfriend I can't say no to.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[44],{"id":45,"tag":46},3545903,{"id":13,"tag_name":14},{"id":48,"quote_text":49,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":50,"source":51,"quote_tag":52,"commentary":9},732597,"I've often taken my hands and turned them into fists.Punching myself in the head.Trying to make sense of myself.I'm left with anger.A wet faceand a migraine.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[53],{"id":54,"tag":55},3545901,{"id":13,"tag_name":14},{"id":57,"quote_text":58,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":59,"source":60,"quote_tag":61,"commentary":9},732596,"Across the face, mouth, etc...A cold, familiar dose of reality.I hate being a kid.Everything I do is wrong.I hate myself.I hate this life.I hate everything.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[62],{"id":63,"tag":64},3545899,{"id":13,"tag_name":14},{"id":66,"quote_text":67,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":68,"source":69,"quote_tag":70,"commentary":9},443006,"The hate inside you reeksand you're forced to vomit black blood.It's unnatural.Your brain is full of tumors,unknown to you.Or maybe, you knowand just don't care.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[71,76],{"id":72,"tag":73},2541215,{"id":74,"tag_name":75},51,"poetry",{"id":77,"tag":78},2541214,{"id":79,"tag_name":80},1448,"horror",{"id":82,"quote_text":83,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":84,"source":85,"quote_tag":86,"commentary":9},443005,"They danced underneaththe lampposts at night,when they were bored.And when the sun rose,they tormented wanderingsouls.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[87,90],{"id":88,"tag":89},2541213,{"id":74,"tag_name":75},{"id":91,"tag":92},2541212,{"id":79,"tag_name":80},{"id":94,"quote_text":95,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":96,"source":97,"quote_tag":98,"commentary":9},442969,"Fetch him breakfast.Fetch him coffee.Fetch his sheets for his bed.Fetch him lunch.Fetch his drink.Fetch the ax to cut his head.Fetch him dinner.Fetch him tea.Fetch the mop but watch him bleed.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[99,102],{"id":100,"tag":101},2541039,{"id":74,"tag_name":75},{"id":103,"tag":104},2541037,{"id":79,"tag_name":80},{"id":106,"quote_text":107,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":108,"source":109,"quote_tag":110,"commentary":9},442966,"We're both drowningin our rotten shells.I look to you for comfort,but your hand is already pushing my head down.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[111,114],{"id":112,"tag":113},2540989,{"id":74,"tag_name":75},{"id":115,"tag":116},2540988,{"id":79,"tag_name":80},{"currentPage":118,"totalPages":118,"totalItems":8,"itemsPerPage":119},1,10]