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Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated, our perceptions confused, and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth.",false,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":37,"quote_text":38,"author_id":5,"source_id":22,"has_image":32,"author":39,"source":40,"quote_tag":41,"commentary":9},3006829,"You can look at my life and say there’ve been some real tragedies, and there have been. But there’ve also been some exquisitely beautiful times. To me, those far outweigh the others.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":43,"quote_text":44,"author_id":5,"source_id":22,"has_image":32,"author":45,"source":46,"quote_tag":47,"commentary":9},3006823,"You have the right to set ground rules. This means deciding if, when, and how you want to see the people in your family. Many survivors feel that if they open up the channels at all, they have to open them up all the way. When you were a child you had two options – to trust or not to trust. Your options are broader now.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":49,"quote_text":50,"author_id":5,"source_id":22,"has_image":32,"author":51,"source":52,"quote_tag":53,"commentary":54},3006811,"One woman was sure that her father would appear on her front steps and try to kill her. In actuality, he hid from her after that, avoiding her totally. He was scared of her. You may not realize it, but you hold a lot of power when you tell the truth.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],"**The Backstory**\nThis poignant observation is likely from Ellen Bass's book \"I Want to Do Something with My Life: Personal Wisdom for Turning Points\" (1988), a collection of essays that explore the complexities of human experience, relationships, and personal growth. During this period in her life, Bass was grappling with the aftermath of her own family dynamics, which would later influence her work as a poet and therapist.\n\n**The Hidden Insight**\nThe quote reveals a profound paradox: despite our deep-seated fears and projections onto others, we often hold the power to transform our relationships through honesty. The woman in the story initially believed her father's aggression was directed towards her, but instead of being attacked, she realizes he is trying to avoid her, indicating that his fear stems from her own actions.\n\n**How to Use This**\nTo harness this insight, professionals and creatives can benefit from practicing self-awareness and \"radical transparency\" in their personal and professional relationships. By acknowledging the power of truthful communication, we can create space for more authentic interactions, break free from destructive patterns, and cultivate healthier connections with others.",{"id":56,"quote_text":57,"author_id":5,"source_id":22,"has_image":32,"author":58,"source":59,"quote_tag":60,"commentary":9},3006802,"Garrison Keillor read several of my poems on ‘The Writer’s Almanac’ and I’ve heard from listeners nationally and internationally. 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People are sometimes afraid of poetry, or they’ve been introduced to poetry that doesn’t speak to them.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"id":86,"quote_text":87,"author_id":5,"source_id":22,"has_image":32,"author":88,"source":89,"quote_tag":90,"commentary":9},3006691,"Survivors are often good at both resolving and generating crisis. While this capacity to handle crisis can make you a good emergency room worker or ambulance driver, it can also be a way for you to keep yourself from feeling. If you are addicted to intensity and drama... you may be running from yourself.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[],{"currentPage":92,"totalPages":26,"totalItems":8,"itemsPerPage":93},1,10]