[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"$fRxQjAb7Ly2UgSGbsBU5jZzVb5sThxlvGj_CT5EWeouo":3,"$fysolPlZvcQGOpIJSK7Gr8i-o6c1yWHfAoVpaFXLcqDg":16},{"author":4,"tags":11},{"author_id":5,"author_name":6,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"bio":9,"short_bio":9,"slug":10,"image_url":9},15750,"John Osborne","J",76,null,"john-osborne",[12],{"tag_id":13,"tag_name":14,"tag_count":15},399,"autobiography",15,{"quotes":17,"pagination":98},[18,26,34,40,46,52,58,64,76,87],{"id":19,"quote_text":20,"author_id":5,"source_id":21,"has_image":22,"author":23,"source":24,"quote_tag":25,"commentary":9},3744712,"The whole point of a sacrifice is that you give up something you never really wanted in the first place. People are doing it around you all the time. 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