[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"$fV78M6aSdM1pedcV0WGM1D39pDrRD2KoU_hkj5C5mLko":3,"$f2WPeasjP8ll5ql_Ll1BH30CWVwgRhBxKQMDQRqmpPk0":12},{"author":4,"tags":11},{"author_id":5,"author_name":6,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"bio":9,"short_bio":9,"slug":10,"image_url":9},47834,"Justin Donner","J",3,null,"justin-donner",[],{"quotes":13,"pagination":97},[14,42,71],{"id":15,"quote_text":16,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":19,"source":20,"quote_tag":21,"commentary":9},277512,"Even those who drink until blacking out, those who beat women, are not the exception, hopefully not the norm, trapped somewhere in society in a dark place nobody wants to talk about.",2,false,{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[22,27,32,37],{"id":23,"tag":24},1707459,{"id":25,"tag_name":26},445,"addiction",{"id":28,"tag":29},1707460,{"id":30,"tag_name":31},2138,"domestic-violence",{"id":33,"tag":34},1707461,{"id":35,"tag_name":36},5587,"recovery",{"id":38,"tag":39},1707462,{"id":40,"tag_name":41},6045,"substance-abuse",{"id":43,"quote_text":44,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":45,"source":46,"quote_tag":47,"commentary":9},277264,"That first drunk, first high, first sexual encounter, those feelings of first are the most intense, the best remembered, always impossible to attain again.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[48,53,56,61,66],{"id":49,"tag":50},1705917,{"id":51,"tag_name":52},107,"sex",{"id":54,"tag":55},1705913,{"id":25,"tag_name":26},{"id":57,"tag":58},1705914,{"id":59,"tag_name":60},446,"alcohol",{"id":62,"tag":63},1705915,{"id":64,"tag_name":65},1225,"drugs",{"id":67,"tag":68},1705916,{"id":69,"tag_name":70},5487,"promiscuity",{"id":72,"quote_text":73,"author_id":5,"source_id":17,"has_image":18,"author":74,"source":75,"quote_tag":76,"commentary":9},276989,"Sex had nothing to do with feeling good, everything to do with superficialities, and was always accompanied by a masochistic agenda to feel anything but dead inside.",{"id":5,"author_name":6,"slug":10,"author_name_first_letter":7,"article_count":8,"image_url":9},{},[77,80,83,86,89,92],{"id":78,"tag":79},1704054,{"id":51,"tag_name":52},{"id":81,"tag":82},1704050,{"id":25,"tag_name":26},{"id":84,"tag":85},1704051,{"id":59,"tag_name":60},{"id":87,"tag":88},1704052,{"id":64,"tag_name":65},{"id":90,"tag":91},1704053,{"id":35,"tag_name":36},{"id":93,"tag":94},1704055,{"id":95,"tag_name":96},20621,"sex-addiction",{"currentPage":98,"totalPages":98,"totalItems":8,"itemsPerPage":99},1,10]